In the backseat of the car

A dozen déjà vu's

Those unturned pages,

Novels not yet edited,

Characters still in love.....

Images recorded on magnetic tapes...

Boring Movies with good music...

Addicts and obsessive addictions....

unheard towns and destinations....

Greatest hits and spiritual leaders......

Sh-IT happens....well for me its happening now...

Whats wrong with me.... I used to be OK....things are just not going right.... are they even suppose to go right.... everything is falling apart....

What is it....honestly what the fuck is it ..... is it the cracked windscreen of my car...thats bringing me bad luck pretty much from everywhere.....last three months have been awful... really dumb and so full of shit......I have never felt this shitty(metaphorically)....

I mean last three months have been really lousy...